We cannot hoard away people we loved, experiences we treasured, jobs we adored, in hopes that they will never be tainted or touched by anyone else. Better we give them up, send them out into the world, let someone else feel the same way we once did, acceptng that the word "forever"is rarely meant for our reach.
We are never left with empty arms.
As we make the decision to leave the past behind, we pick up new facets to this lifetime that will help us to grow another part of ourselves. But we must be willing to drop certain things to pick up new ones though. We need to leave some things behind so that we are not left behind instead.
October25, 2014 The most boring person I know is me. I'm so uninteresting. I'm awkward and I don't mean in a cute corky way. I have no Idea what to say in most situations, I Just smile and don't speak. I'm quiet. I don't feel like I'm happy or sad, I'm just kinda there. I'm always kinda there. I'm not a first or a second choice. I'm not happy with myself and I'm so bored with myself so i don't know why I still keep thinking that some people maybe want to be around me, when even I don't wanna be around me. This is so hard to write because i don't wanna feel like this or think like this. I don't wanna think anymore. But I'm always thinking, mostly when I'm alone, which is a lot. And I think way too much. And it's so hard dealing with this. Especially when you're npthing but alone in this big world. So meine süßen das wars auch schon wieder von mir, ich habe mir überlegt öfter sowas auf englisch zu machen da ich die Sprache einfach liebe, wenn ihr mehr davon wollt dann schreibt mir doch einfach mal! Mich würde es freuen, weil es mir einfach spaß macht auf englisch zu reden und zu schreiben! Ich wünsche euch noch ein schönes wochenende oder den Leuten die wie ich in Niedersachsen wohnen noch schöne Herbstferien, natürlich auch all den anderen Bundesländer die noch ferien haben ich weiß nicht genau welche bundesländer alles ferien haben dahher... Bye Bye :D